Colourful Life

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Love story

^01: introduction^

^02: a letter^

you can find this on-going love story over at STORIES.

half

the danger of a broken heart is not the pain.

not the tears, or anger.

not the ache, not the loneliness,

not the quiet, the empty seat, the bed now much too big.

the danger of a broken heart is what we have to repair it with.

mistrust, hopelessness, faux comfort.

independence.

the oaths we take. what we swear to ourselves.

the danger is self-reliance.

the danger is that these stitches in our heart don't fall out.

that they are there to stay.

because they must.

the danger is that we know it isn't about love anymore.

and,

it isn't about how perfect we are in our world.

it's about how perfect we are in theirs.

the danger is that two became one.

and a half of one...

well.

half is not whole.

but now we must make it so.

I dream of you sometimes
Yearning for your image to exist outside my mind
Hoping that it will only be a matter of time
Before we meet and allow our eyes to speak
Knowing more then what our eyes can see
Patiently waiting to begin our destiny
This is where my soul will lead
Letting go of the thoughts of your physique
So that I can see through
Wanting to explore
Deep into the truth
Knowing that you are because he already knew
That I was the rib to fit inside of you
No other will ever do
See we never had to choose
He never asked us to
He just wanted us to trust and believe
That I'm for you and you're for me
I'm just waiting for this to be
A sudden sigh
As I drift off to sleep
Dwelling in my unconscious mind
I dream of you sometimes…

asks to herself, "what's on my mind?

just because

what's wrong

what's wrong with me ?

please tell me why

anatomy of love

you don't need..

give up on love

Love is something wonderful, so they say. And I've trusted them, until right now.

How come I haven't experienced what everyone's talking about? "It comes when it comes," my very-much-in-love-friend said with a smile. "I didn't search for it, it came to me." She flashed another smile. Those two sentences felt like a knife through my chest. So, I'm just supposed to wait? I don't want to wait no more. I've been waiting and searching for long years. I want to be able to feel, touch and taste the "love" that is supposed to be out there. Because love, that is what I've answered when people ask what I think life is all about. But now I don't know anymore. Because I can't keep hoping, waiting and praying for it to appear forever. Because then I will die without having to experience life, since the whole meaning with life is just that- love. It hurts for me to realise that love is all around me but somehow I'm not even allowed to have a tiny, small piece.

Should I give up on love, or die trying?

Because of you

I will not make the same mistakes that you did

Will not let myself cause my heart so much misery

I will not break the way you did

You fell so hard

I've learned the hard way, to never let it get that far

Because of you

I'll never stray too far from the sidewalk

Because of you

I learned to play on the safe side

So I don't get hurt

Because of you

I find it hard to trust

Not only me, but everyone around me

Because of you

I am afraid

I lose my way

And it's not too long before you point it out

I cannot cry

Because I know that's weakness in your eyes

I'm forced to fake, a smile, a laugh

Every day of my life

My heart can't possibly break

When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you

I'll never stray too far from the sidewalk

Because of you

I learned to play on the safe side

So I don't get hurt

Because of you

I find it hard to trust

Not only me, but everyone around me

Because of you

I am afraid

I watched you die

I heard you cry

Every night in your sleep

I was so young

You should have known better than to lean on me

You never thought of anyone else

You just saw your pain

And now I cry

In the middle of the night

For the same damn thing

Because of you

I'll never stray too far from the sidewalk

Because of you

I learned to play on the safe side

So I don't get hurt

Because of you

I tried my hardest just to forget everything

Because of you

I don't know how to let anyone else in

Because of you

I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty

Because of you

I am afraid

Because of you

Risk

“Cinderella walked on broken glass, Sleeping beauty let her whole life pass by, Belle fell in love with a beast, Pocahontas risked her life for a feast, Jasmine could have had anyone but she chose a poor man, and Ariel, she walked on land.”

So many people dislike fairytales because it makes us believe in love, believe that a princess will swoop down and save us when something goes wrong. But I’ve come to realise that in every fairytale-like movie, every boy took a risk. Took a risk for love, took a risk in the name of love.

So, how do we know if our own fairytale won’t really happen if we don’t try, if we stop believing in love?

I know it’s hard for some of you to put down their guard and to learn to trust someone else sometimes. I know because I’ve been through it. People like us, we distance ourselves from people we genuinely like just because we are afraid to get hurt. But does building up these walls ultimately saves us from hurting?

It doesn’t.

We’ve got to know that these people, the people we are blocking out because of our own insecurities, will leave someday too. Leave for something better. Everyone will cause you pain and hurt and tears, but you have to decide who’s worth it. And when you make that decision, happiness will come to you.

how do you know ?

how do you know if you're in love?

quote of the day

TIADA HIDUP TANPA KEGAGALAN ,KEKALAHAN , DAN KEJATUHAN.AIR SUNGAI MENUJU LAUT MELEWATI JALAN YANG BERLIKU BERDIRILAH TEGAK KEMBALI JANGAN MEMANDANG KE BELAKANG , HIDUP BERJALAN TERUS, HIDUP ADALAH TITIPAN SANG PENCIPTA YANG HARUS DISYUKURI.

- aka wardana -

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There is only one person who could ever make you happy, and that person is you

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Semua tindakan anda bagaikan bumerang yang akan kembali pada anda. Bila anda melempar dengan baik, ia akan kembali dalam tangkapan anda. Namun, bila anda ceroboh melemparkannya, ia akan datang untuk melukai anda.

you are

Anyone else but you

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think about "the moments", but couldn't turned back "the times"

One day in your life

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believes everything's happen for a reasons

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A beautiful life does not just happen, it is built daily by prayer, humility, sacrifice, and love

I call it love

Love

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If you do not hope, you will not find what is beyond your hopes

Perbedaan

Suatu perbedaan bukan untuk disamakan tapi untuk disatukan

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Nothing is ever as it seems. This life is but a dream

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"I'm said hello but you said goodbye"

BS Bukan Superhero

- Priscillia Sisyl -

*click lsg ke facebook*

- Burhan -

*click lsg ke facebook*

- Indra Maulana -

*click lsg ke facebook*

kami adalah bukan superhero seperti batman, superman, dan spiderman tapi kami hanya manusia biasa yang ingin menumpas kejahatan didunia tapi ga punya kemampuan apa apa ^.^

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antara cinta dan obsesi

- Rifa Fitriana -

*click*

Nothing Impossible

SESUATU YANG TIDAK MUNGKIN, MUNGKIN BISA TERJADI

DAN SESUATU YANG MUNGKIN, BISA MUNGKIN TIDAK TERJADI

Nothing Impossible

Saya percaya karena tidak ada yang tidak mungkin bila Tuhan Berkehendak

quote of the day

Jangan bermimpi jika kamu menikah dengan orang kaya

kamu kelak akan menjadi kaya raya

Dan jangan pernah takut jika kamu akan menikah dengan orang miskin

kamu akan kelak menjadi jatuh miskin

Note : Mencintai sesorang jangan berdasarkan harta dan kekayaan karena harta kan habis dengan sendirinya tetapi cintailah seseorang karena ketulusan, karena ketulusan akan kekal abadi selamanya

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Menurutku kepribadian manusia itu cukup luas dan cukup kompleks. Jadi susah kalau cuma didefinisikan atau diwakili dengan satu definisi saja

- Dian Satro -

Note : Jangan melihat orang dari satu sisi karena setiap manusia mempunyai kelebihan dan kekurangan.

quote of the day

MALEM DIJADIIN SIANG, SIANG DIJADIIN MALAM

NANTI REZEKI KAMU DIPATOK AYAM

- My Mom -

Note : Iya ma nanti ayamnya burhan tangkep terus dipotong terus suruh mbak masak dan burhan makan tuh ayam kan rezekinya balik lagi ke burhan... -.- ZzZz

still can not sleep... hate it..

I was afraid to fall asleep

because at night,

there are so many things floating around on the bottom of my conscious nature.

I'm sitting,

waiting for the sunrise to come.

then I can sleep in peace without having some dreams.

the bad or good of a dream,

It all just created a hope and fear.

and I do not want to being at under conscious control nature.

Blackbird

Blackbird singing in the dead of night

Take these broken wings and learn to fly

All your life

You were only waiting for this moment to arise

Black bird singing in the dead of night

Take these sunken eyes and learn to see

all your life

you were only waiting for this moment to be free

Blackbird fly, Blackbird fly

Into the light of the dark black night.

Blackbird fly, Blackbird fly

Into the light of the dark black night.

Blackbird singing in the dead of night

Take these broken wings and learn to fly

All your life

You were only waiting for this moment to arise,

You were only waiting for this moment to arise

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Between sweet and bitter, a Memory is just like a coffee.

Speaking about love lesson today

FORBIDDEN LOVE ?

"Why don't let it grows like the begin"

Woman : What if people know about us?

Woman : How long it would be like this? Hiding and run from the truth?

Man : We're not hiding and run from anyone or anything. you with yours and i with mine.

so we're facing off it. because it's love.

"i learn that all the love in the world was created to solve the differences. and i learn that all of the culture of differences was only a reason for hurting what we're feelings, shortly: killing love.

and it such a kind of sin to hurt self.

it's a sin ."

(madam kintil : still life words vol.1)

Kasih tak sampai

Mungkin Dia baik tapi bukan untuk Anda tetapi Dia baik untuk orang lain.

dan sebaliknya

Mungkin Anda baik tapi bukan untuk Dia tetapi Anda baik untuk orang lain.

Note : Mungkin Tuhan menginginkan kita bertemu dan bercinta dengan orang yang salah sebelum bertemu dengan orang yang tepat, kita harus mengerti bagaimana berterima kasih atas kurnia itu.

Jason Mraz - Make it mine acoustic

cool down with an accoustic album by Jason Mraz

A song by Jason Mraz, make it mine! The acoustic version

Kamu

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