I miss someone

so I've been thingking about our messed up little situation lately, I thought of question I would ask you if i ever saw you again, I couldn't get it out of my head..

" who lost who ? " did i lose you ? did you love me ? was i really too " pushy " that day ? ( sorry )

I just really wanted to see your face again. you beautiful and i miss you , I miss you , I miss you , I miss your smile I miss hearing your soft voice , I miss you , I miss so much about you . I really wish you gave me a chance . I hope he inspires you . he can't love you like I could love you.

I miss you and I hope someday you miss me too. I know you do. I know it . I feel it.

we had something beautiful. so beautiful.

I don't want this to seem like a cliche love letter. I mean. I know it I ll meet someone someday and probaly forgot all about you. but that doesn't answer my question. who lost who ? what caused this great distance ? was it something I said ? was it something I didn't say ? ( I love you ) was it something you did ? it something you didn't do ? {give me a change ) well I gave it a lot of thought an I came to this conclusion I didn't lose you and you didn't lose me. not at all. because on that horrible dark day.

we lost each other